back to you..?
Posted by denzen_co at 02:32 PM on June 11, 2005.
oh why...i thought id already gotten over you....confusion...damn...after all this time...could it still be you? why why why!
scintillatingly titillating
June 11th, 2005
April 3rd, 2005
goodbye
Posted by denzen_co at 05:55 PM on April 3, 2005.
finally, ive graduated from highschool! after four long years i now move on to a bigger pond. college. during the grad ceremony i was feeling somewhat detached from everything. emotionless. after, when almost everyone was crying, or atleast teary-eyed, i just felt relief that the damn ceremony (which took wayy too long) was over. but now, the day after, im feeling sentimental and sad. im gonna miss highschool, assumption, the teachers, and especially my batchmates.
i was looking through all my pictures, and there are memories that bring back really strong feelings. feelings that i now cannot comprehend how i ever felt. its really funny, my prom pictures really make me feel....?????? hahaha. i dont know anymore. they make me feel..funny? i guess? couple those with *ahem* special songs like just the way you are , youre the one i love and till they take my heart away and what do i get? major senti moments. haha. i mean, i just cannot imagine how i was a year ago. actually, i was like that for like 3 years. yup three years of being totally (dare i say it??) ....(no i cant haha)...with my now bestfriend. (hahah john you have absolutely no permission to talk to me about this post if ever you get to see it) its just too funny to remember. its like ewwww na..hahahaha...and a bit...sad? maybe its because i see how much ive changed from then, and its amazing to realize that the guy i was soo totally..*ahem*...(basta un)... with is now somebody i can never imagine having a more than platonic relationship with. really, its amazing. haha. whenever someone will bring up prom night i'd just laugh haha. and the thought that after that long long long..i dunno what you can call it..(not exactly together but..haha whatever)...i have been thus unable to meet anybody i can be interested in for more than 5 minutes. no really strong emotions or attraction for anybody at all. and its disconcerting. i have been unable to care for anyone in that special way since. hmmm. as my dear bestfriend says all the time its just coz im weird. haha. and malabo. but i dont believe him..?? blarharhar.
this is a labo post, i know, but i just felt really weird looking at my prom pix.
January 31st, 2005
i still believe in ever after...with you..
Posted by denzen_co at 02:11 PM on January 31, 2005.
hmmm...ill be leaving for baguio tom at 5 am. glad to be goin away for 5 whole days hahaha... our 4th year retreat thats been long overdue..good time to forget all the stuff happening and messin up my mind....oh gawd i still like him! i thought i could forget and be friends but....ack! guess not. ive been seeing a lot of him lately...and im not liking it. coz its making me totally sad. humph. oh well. time to throw away all those thoughts in baguio. dont think im gonna survive though. they say its like 8-10 degrees there. im gonna freeze to death. haha.
January 26th, 2005
!!#@$%
Posted by denzen_co at 02:13 PM on January 26, 2005.
i feel....sad. really sad. why?? i feel it! he's a damned player!!! i feel it in my bones!!! damnit! blargh. i soo think he's playing around with me. no way! im gonna play with him too...=/ but i dont want to....coz i like him...ugh! pathetic. whatever. hate it. HATE IT!!!
January 19th, 2005
college life..??
Posted by denzen_co at 10:41 AM on January 19, 2005.
haha been really busy. anyway entrance results have been coming the whole of January. lucky me. 4 out of 5 schools i tried in i passed. hehe. ateneo, la salle, ust and ua&p. now i just gotta wait for up and hope that i do a "clean sweep" hahaha. yeah right. dream on!!!
January 3rd, 2005
a weekend thats all blurred hahha
Posted by denzen_co at 12:57 PM on January 3, 2005.
hahha ive hardly been home. i just sleep and dress up here at home. haha. wont recount all the events anymore. basta i had a blast!! haha. and the best part??I PASSED DLSU!!!!! im a real la sallite!!!! yeah!! ahhaahhaa
December 29th, 2004
tagaytay road trip
Posted by denzen_co at 04:06 AM on December 29, 2004.
spent the day planning stuff for the night. first stop was corinthian gate near white plains...selling fireworks!! haha with gj, james, nico, glen, rene, ervin and other people. twishy, aleli and chi stopped by. john hizon, russell and garri picked up an and i to go to tagaytay. major road trip haha. stopped over at shell..? or was it petron? haha and ate at mcdonalds. met up with jr, emra and enzo there. convoy to tagaytay highlands. arrived outside the gate. everyone was already there waiting for us!! benkie, maia, robert, cams, angelo, emong, nava, pao martinez, dino lalu, dino bau...uhmm forgot other people heheh neweis, had to leave highlands coz we were makin too much noise. the patrol followed us pa. ick. haha. went to greenview..? chilled, drank. enzo got super drunk. funny man. haha. went to some resto and chilled. was supposed to go somewhere else but then people got malabo. haha. chilled at jr's, coz thats where i asked to be picked up. whatever. haha. had a blast anyhoo.
December 28th, 2004
i am waaayyyyyy proud of twishy!!
Posted by denzen_co at 03:16 AM on December 28, 2004.
yep im sooo proud of her^_^ an and her drove to my place to pick me up at around 1230 am? haha headed to new manila to check up on aleli. met chi people hehe. then headed over to nico sorianos house. drinking and shit. james, gj, glen, arvin and maricris were there. haha. played "the game". haha. twishy brought me home at..uhm.. 5 am? i am just soooo proud of her!! she drives sooo well!!!! nakssss^_^
December 26th, 2004
dec. 25...boring? nahh!!!!!!!! ^_~
Posted by denzen_co at 04:32 AM on December 26, 2004.
twishy, an and i were talking at like 5 pm...all of us bored out of our minds! unlike normal families...we dont have family gatherings on christmas day. why? hehe single moms! yeah! hahah..so we were all looking for something to do...first thing on our minds was tagaytay with nico, glen, rene and gj. but plans suddenly changed. vbar! nico picked me up here at home and we chilled at his place while waiting for the others. gj arrived, followed by rene. gawd! an and glen took ages. hehe. when they arrived we all headed to vbar. danced and danced. then went to ponti. james hizon followed. (but i dont remember going to ponti at all!! haha but the stamp is on my left hand so haha guess its true!) wayy sabog that night. nico brought me home, went to bed with full make up on. hahah